I feel old...i am old

and i miss the good old days of internet. I remember back in 1998 when you could message random people in ICQ and half of them were actually whip smart, witty, and great conversationalists. I remember spending off days getting lost in interesting conversations...but that was back in the day when most of you kids out there were not even allowed to be on messengers all by yourselves, all you did on the computer was play games. Man, the end of the millenium, those were awesome times

and i get back to my point...i'm old, my face doesn't break out anymore, i have wrinkles, and i can not lose 8 pounds in a week by just switching from pizza to salad.I actually have to hit the gym and wait all year for that.

...and to tell you the truth i'm not any smarter, i'm actually dumber now and held hostage by corporate america

yes kids that's life .... BOO

My feelings exactly

The second i heard that Kenneth Lay was dead i knew he had killed himself.

If anyone is going to make an Enron movie it should begin and end with his death. It's the perfect suicide story. How he got tangled in his own web of genius,power and success. How it didn't end how everyone expected, just when you think he is trapped, that's when we explore how truly trapped a person can be.

So complex it couldn't really be a movie, it must be a book

The shame of the fall, the lies, humiliation of life in jail, the loss of all accumulations for himself and his family. The only way out was death, it was the only way to turn the knot into a bow. To destroy himself to protect his estate. Those last moments those last thoughts the great climax of the story

Here Ken lay lies, the genius businessman and showpiece warning us all against greed. here lies the man who had to destroy himself in his last stand.

I've looked forward to this moment for so long.

http://www.i-resign.com/uk/home/

At first I was trained
I was certified
Kept thinking I could never work
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on (Literally!)
and so I looked out
and i applied

And now you say
you'll give a raise
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid job
I should have written a resume
If I had known for just one second
I would be quitting this place
Go now go
I'm out the door
Just turn around now
cause i'm not working anymore

Weren't you the one who tried to tempt me with a raise
You think I'd crumble
You think I'd give in and work
Oh no, not I
I will resign
as long as I know how to think
I know I'll stay employed
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my brains to give
and  will resign
I will resign!

hey hey

It took all the strength I had not to disappear
kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken career
and so I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to try
Now I hold my breath and fight!

And now you see
Somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
Still working with you
and so you felt like putting me in the front line
and just expect me to fight
now I'm saving all my knowledge
for someone who's properly treating me,

- I Will Resign!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm supposed to get an offer from another firm, and i'm so scared...it's been coming, it seemed so secure and now at the very end, i'm so nervous that it's all going to fall through. It's scary...i need to quit my job pronto and this is my ticket out. i need this, desperately do need this change